Wednesday, July 16, 2008

so.......................

I got this boost of energy that I want to do alot of things that I have been too lazy to do. But havent I had this feeling before and lost the race. Yea I have. But I know that God has great things in store for me but being lazy isnt going to get me there. Sitting on my rear all summer didnt get me any closer to my Teacher Certification. Sitting on my rear all summer didnt help me lose any weight.

So its time to get a move on. Time to graduate to the next phase of my life because I feel like i been in the same stagnated place for the 20 years. GOD is the head of my life. He is the director of this GREAT MOVIE starring ME. So he knew that I would be this lazy. He knew that it would take me 6 years after I graduated from college to get on the ball. We blame the devil for so much but its our job to move when God says move.

I am so ready for this next level. I dont think God would put it before me if he knew that I couldnt do it. I HAVE grown so much. not through any goodness of my own........But God thanks for all u do for me. Even when i seem ungrateful. when I Got those tests scores back and I failed that one test..............but I could have failed all three. Thanks for watching on me as I traveled. Thanks for providing when I didnt have. THANK YOU GOD. keep me encouraged. LEt the joy that is on the inside of me show on the outside. The JOY OF THE LORD is my strength. I need your help GOD.

I love you

1 comment:

soulfirelp said...

AMEN homie!
I can remember when we were in college and you would get so mad sometimes u would just storm out the room. Or roast someone over messenger instead of talking. Now you handle yourdelf like a lady with confidence. You have grown into a beautiful woman...I'm proud! We're on our mission and doing it girl!