Knight in Shining Armour

okay so I have returned back to Atlanta from my trip to Memphis. i was there for 5 weeks. The first two seem like they were a total of 2 months. But to say the least my last Friday I was near in tears thinking that I am living home, my brother, my sister in law, and Loganne. But I had to go.

Every time I am home I say at least one time I wonder where Jason Hughes is. This was my boyfriend from my senior year and freshman year of college. Any guy that respects that I am trying to live a saved life and not push it beyond the tollerable limits was my type of guy. So I had one chance to ask a friend of a cousin where he was but I thought that was way to desperate. The last Sunday that I am home I was walking back to the balcony from taking my niece to see my mom during Sunday morning worship. I am walking and I look up and see Jasons' close friend. I stopped and hugged him and asked how was he not to be rude but on to the main question. Where is Jason? He states that Jason actually lives near my mom and that he was fine. he asks for my number and says that he will get in touch with Jason blah blah blah. I told him I would take his number and I would call.

After I took his number I am thinking I am not going to call this boy because I will seem desperate. Well I left memphis Sunday at 2p.m in a caravan headed to Chattanooga. I had a 5 conversation that was great with my bestest roommate Sparka. So I stay in chattanooga overnight and travel the rest of my journey alone to Atlanta. I get back have lunch with another one of my best buds and I come home take a shower and lock myself in my room for six hours because I missed my room. So of course I am in bed with my laptop in reach and I am thinking about my mom and the phone rings. It was really freaky. so I say hello and she was like Keisha who is Jason? I thought I had wings and I started flying I screamed HE CALLED ME and she was like yes. He said that Faye Coopers son Robert told him that you were at church today and he wants you to call him. I take the number and call but a FEMALE answers the phone and I am crushed. She said you have the wrong number after her 3rd time of having me repeat myself to her.

So I hurriedly call my mom back to make sure that she has the right number and she had the number off by one digit. So I call and he answers the phone and I automatically hit cloud 9. It was like we never stopped talking. Its weird because we keep finding each other and we are still in love with each other. We have texted all day everyday since Monday. thats my boo. he is planning to come visit in 3 weeks and it was pretty freaky to me. The man taking the lead. He promises not to lose me this time. We have talked about distance, his kids, his job........alot in 2 days. But I am praying for the best yet trying to learn how to hold my tongue. I have said a few things that upset him and I just have questions and statements that I dont think are unreasonable but he.....................he doesnt get angry he just says we should talk later. So is this my knight in shining armour........why do we keep running into each other. Would I like him to be my husband? yes. Do I want to make it work? yes. Am I willing to make it work? yes. Pray for me..........................God is love