How quickly it ends

So the other day I was geeked up because I found J.H. They way it happened I just knew it was a GOD THING. But who knows it may be. I can hear God saying slow down. But I think ya girls mouth is going to get her in trouble. I say exactly what I think, when I want to. I dont know where it came from. But again I love him. I know I do. But I dont want to be stupid either. What woman waits around for a man to get rid of his current baggage to be with her. Is this serious? I am calling BS already. My friend says give it 3 to 6 months. I think 3 is good enough for me.

I have had way too much time to think this summer. I mean every time someone says something to me I sit and dissect it. Tear it apart. One day I was all into the Ms. Miss Mr. Mister and Mrs.???????? I was lost. And I even had the people in the car puzzled. Just yesterday I Was emailing a friend and saying that I Was doing anything I Was shooting the breeze. Now then I am wondering how do u really shoot the breeze. Thats not possible. Then today I started freaking myself out because I Was talking to a friend on messenger and i was thinking she isnt responding to me because she is talking to "him" and I was correct. yea I have been feeling weird lately. I need to go back to work. I have one more week of doing nothing even though I plan to wake up this week at the time that i get up for work so I can get back in the groove of things.

God is love.........................................